"You haven't lived it Doctor. Besides, it's not your fault. It's mine." She refuses to let him lock eyes with her though, choosing to look down at his chest instead as she puts her mask back on. No reason to cry. "But you're right. You're here now. Let's focus on that." Her eyes finally lock with his, though they're hard and dull now. He can't help, so she won't expend the energy on the emotions. Because that won't backfire spectacularly.

She inhales sharply. "I'll deal with it when I deal with it. But I want to be the one to tell him and Lily. Okay?"